Thursday, November 13, 2008
WONDERING…THINKING…LOVING…
Dividing my time between writing (as a job), thinking about him, texting bros to check them up, thinking of him, lunch with Jen, thinking of him, and writing.
My mind is divided, it’s lost among the worries, fears and love. My heart is nowhere near me. It’s in AZ. I try not to cry, I try not to think. Things are gonna be fine. He’s going to be fine. The birthday will be fine.
What’s next for me. If not with him then it’s me alone, alone, alone and sad.
Hate the distance but I love God. There’s a reason. We both know that. Are we unfortunate? But love is a wonderful gift. So I think not. Distance is just distance. But love is love.
Gotta go home now. Gotta think of him. Even if I don’t, my heart and my mind will always do.
Love you. I know you know. GOOD. =]
Thursday, November 6, 2008
HOW….
How far can it see the distance?
How strong can it stand the absence?
How much can it give?
But when we love, all these have no answer…
All these we don’t question..
So long as a heart loves
It only waits the ONE for all times
It only sees the ONE throughout the distance
Its only strength is the ONE
And it gives its all for the ONE…
Honey,
I will always love you now until forever…I have loved you for how many lifetimes, I will love you till the next ones…
Always and Forever…
